Get Past Your Ego
We all struggle with our ego. We think we are better than others when we are not. We think we are worse than others when we are not. Good or bad, we often think of ourselves before others. Even the Disciples had difficulties with their ego. What makes us think we are so different?
At that time, Jesus took his twelve disciples, and he began to tell them what was to happen to him, saying, “Behold, we are going up to Jerusalem; and the Son of man will be delivered to the chief priests and the scribes, and they will condemn him to death, and deliver him to the Gentiles; and they will mock him, and spit upon him, and scourge him, and kill him; and after three days he will rise.” And James and John, the sons of Zebedee, came forward to him, and said to him, “Teacher, we want you to do for us whatever we ask of you.” And he said to them, “What do you want me to do for you?” And they said to him, “Grant us to sit, one at your right hand and one at your left, in your glory.” But Jesus said to them, “You do not know what you are asking. Are you able to drink the cup that I drink, or to be baptized with the baptism with which I am baptized?” And they said to him, “We are able.” And Jesus said to them, “The cup that I drink you will drink; and with the baptism with which I am baptized, you will be baptized; but to sit at my right hand or at my left is not mine to grant, but it is for those for whom it has been prepared.” And when the ten heard it, they began to be indignant of James and John. And Jesus called them to him and said to them, “You know that those who are supposed to rule over the Gentiles lord it over them, and their great men exercise authority over them. But it shall not be so among you; but whoever would be great among you must be your servant, and whoever would be first among you must be slave of all. For the Son of man also came not to be served but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many.”
Mark 10:32-45
In the face of knowing their master was about to go to His death, the Disciples thought only of themselves. “Teacher, we want you to do for us whatever we ask of you.” These are the words of ego, not faith.
As we look ahead to the last week of Great Lent, I invite you to check your ego. Today Christ has reminded us of what is to come. He also reminded us of our need to focus on others above ourselves. We are invited by Christ to be servants of all.
We cannot be servants of all until we can get past our ego. All the prayer, fasting and charity can only help us if we are willing to look past our ego. So, here is your challenge for week 5. Get past your ego this week, and get ready for to serve.
Tags: charity, Fasting, Gospel of Mark, Great Lent, humility, prayer